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Country: United States
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Birthday: 12/1/1988
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Sunday, August 29, 2004

I can never show my thanks to you but i hope you accept this layout.  Im not very good at making them and i still have a long way to go.  but i just want you to know that you arent alone in this world and that no matter what you think, im still your friend,  and it is ok to be selfish sometimes.  everyone is.  even me,  so in light of all you do for me.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart and know that im always here.

Contact me Via Email or Aim And ill Send you the coding.  no need to host anything.  im hosting it all.  IF you want you can send me a pw to put it in for you, this option is good if you want me to modify things that you tell me to.  or ill send you a text file specifying exactly where to cut and paste everything into.

Thank You. 


Sunday, August 01, 2004

This Xanga is A Layout Testing Xanga.  If you Would like Me To Make You a Layout Please Contact me at my other xanga.  http://www.xanga.com/darksonnet

The featured layout this week is entittled "EverChanging, To Be The One"  This Layout Belongs To me Since I am The One Who did the graphic, coding and tweaking of scripts.  Do Not Use layouts without permission. 


Do not Comment On This Site Comment On My Other One

Twilight This Is Your New Layout I hope you enjoy it.  There Is no need to change any of it. The coding will work around You blog So The Script is selfcontained.

 


Thursday, July 15, 2004

Please do not comment on this xanga i no longer come to it and only use it to test out layouts for my other xanga which is where you should come at visit me at. 

www.xanga.com/darksonnet 

please go there and leave comments.  i apoligize to all those who i had mislead. Sorry but i will reply to your comments soon.


Saturday, July 10, 2004

I used to fear the future, we all do. not a fear we can run away from but one we must overcome. we dont know what the future holds, and that scares us. we as jumans are so used to having control over the aspects of our life. but their are just somethings we cant control..like death, divorse, love. From this day forward i accept what life has given me and what it has made me. Because im moving on finally. I can dream again and im sleeping well tonight. Because slowyly by slowly im becoming what im meant to be. and im glad for that.
My misty future is gone and a light has shown me the way. i've made my plans for the future im going to make my dreams come true. here is my rough plan. (dont laugh i know its sort of animeish, but its my dream)......I'm currently going to be a jr. in high school which means two more years of high school. during my junior year school year im goin gto create webpages and graphics for money along with writing and art to sell on internet.Durning summer im going to be working at a job to save money for college it isnt going to be much but every little bit helps. oh i forgot to mention im going to complete four years of japanese by senior year so soon ill be fluent. i also forgot i'm taking manga art classes to help me with my dreams. im practicing everyday now. I want to succed in art. its going to be a busy year but id have it no other way. plus im going to do judo again for the school. Lots to do. but i look forward to it.
senior year will be pretty much the same im saving all my money for art college in japan, it costs so much. since ill graduate at the age of 17 i cant legally leave home yet so ill work more for a year an save that up two. Im talking about two to three jobs a day. im going to work hard. then when i turn 18 im going to send away for the entrance exam to "Yoyogi gakuin" hopefully ill get in or ill be like keitaro and keep trying
That is my two year plan for now. big aspirations right? well i've always been a dreamer and im not going to stop dreaming now. im going to turn dreams into reality somehow, someway. ill make it through.
the sad part about my future is i'll have to leave my friends behind and my family ill have to leave my previous life. ill be all alone because no one wants to go to art college with me. so ill be on my own living in japan. sigh lonliness. then again maybe ill see natsumi again but she's got her own life to live i dont want to impead. so yes ill be on my own struggling to make it by. i wish i could share these things with someone. in a way i wish i had someone to go with me to be with me to....believe in me. to love me for me.^_^
"but heck aint that life? turning our dreams into reality" I thank anyone who takes time to read my plans. thank you very much



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